So Busted!

I can make all the excuses in the world for why I am late for a meeting--one of my paranoias--why I forget an appointment, or, today, didn't do an assignment, but the bottom line is that I'm irresponsible. I hate admitting it because it makes me feel even more guilty. In fact most of my friends would say I'm over-committed, over-involved, and over-whelmed with all the responsibilities I carry. Unfortunately, there are days like today when I still feel like a slacker! After completely missing the reading for my American Writers class this morning, however, I wonder if I feel guilty because I didn't do it or because I didn't get caught...

...interesting...deep...

...not really. I feel guilty whether I'm caught or not, so maybe the fact that I was called on it just embarrassed me more than anything. My friend Francis says I need to wake up every morning, look in the mirror and yell, "I'm beautiful!" at the top of my lungs. More often than not, I look in the mirror and say "Don't screw up. People are watching."